等

等
记得我总爱说‘等’
等人载
等人带
等人来
等电话
等时间
等一下
等等等等等

记得 internship 的时候，我的同事兼干妈妈常会在放工时间问我，还不下班吗？
我就会告诉她，等一下，我在等我朋友的电话
她笑着说：等？你还是那句等。

人的一生好像充满了等待，这或许是一种借口，或是我太过于被动的性格，就是爱等。我总是习惯性的不生气，培养自己的耐性，我等。回想，别人也有等我的时候。我的一生，都是在等。

从前是等毕业，现在是等别人告诉我我所努力的一切值多少？人的一生是应该富裕的，富裕在于它是充实的，而不是拥有万贯家财。如果说我自己贫穷？不见得，我在等待的过程中想了好多事情，也领悟了很多。

我相信自己永远都不是最好的，我也不要求成为最好，我也不想再多做些什么让别人知道我很好。我只想等，等待我的人生开始发光，等待我所向往的安静，不需要很豪华。我在等，等待那一天的到来，等待时间将过去带走，就算那个时候得我已经白发苍苍，也没关系，人的一生，不都是在等待那一天的到来？然后，我们就会走到人生的尽头。

Those days in the small room downstairs Part II

Heard of that song Sorry by Buckcherry , that reminds me of those days. I hate the feeling of leaving, and also the feeling of seeing the leaving of others. I can't believe myself, a so called cold-blooded people would sob for Evelyn's leaving, and only I realized how deeply this house is linked with me. And I realized, how much I love staying at that place.

Sorry - Buckcherry

Oh I, have a lot to say

was thinking of my time away

I miss you and things weren't same

Cause everything inside

it never comes out right

And when I see you cry

It makes me wanna die

I'm sorry I'm bad I'm sorry you're blue

I'm sorry about all the things I said to you

And I know, I can't take it back

I love how you kiss, I love all your sound

Baby the way you make my world go round

And I just, wanted to say

I'm sorry

This time, I think I'm to blame

It's harder to get through the days

You get older and blame turns to shame

Cause everything inside

It never comes out right

And when I see you cry

It makes me wanna die

I'm sorry I'm bad I'm sorry you're blue

I'm sorry about all the things I said to you

And I know, I can't take it back

I love how you kiss I love all your sounds

Baby the way you make my world go round

And I just, wanted to say

I'm sorry

Every single day I think about how we came all this way

The sleepless nights and the tears you cried

It never too late to make it right

On the leaving day, this song was played, that turned me sad. I hope the others will still remember of this song, meaningful not only the lyrics, but the melody which all of us sang together. I wanna say sorry, for things I've said that hurt some of you, if I ever done anything that makes you hate me, I also wanna send my apology here.

I don't know whether is there still a chance for all of us to meet up again, probably when the time we see each other, it is after years. And maybe, we can't even recognise each other. I truly hope that my existence in your life is not a dirt of your life, even if it was, I hope you would rub it away.

I feel you.

Lunch and Dinner Random Pictures

Was having lunch at Thai Express @ The Curve, the food there was superb nice, but the bill not nice. They are really express, I always love Thai food, but Thai Express is one of the best that serve ala carte. So when you feel starving and need to recharge yourself quickly with some good foods @ The Curve, and feel bored of taking fast food, Thai Express is where you should bounce to.

I love Thai Green Curry, nice!!!

Pineapple Fried rice, traditional Thai food

Went for shopping, and got my pocket a big hole T.T

AND

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Bubba Gump!

Bubba Gump for dinner as planned, my second time of being there. The food are normal, I always couldn't afford taking too much of oily deep fried stuff, they are very bad for health and sinful at the same time for a plump girl like me.

Before Ending this entry
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This two furry balls fight again. But still, they want to say

Good Night!

Packed Schedule in the End of Semester

Farewell Farewell.....So sad to say, its time for me to say goodbye to all my classmates. Ended my university life, I am now declaring that I am JOBLESS. Who is kind enough there to offer me a good job? Before all of us going apart, I had gatherings with my ex-classmates and classmates. I got to rush here and there, dinner, lunch, shopping, then shopping, lunch, dinner......I was so sinfully spent a lot on all these entertainments, but they are just worth all prices!

TB12 gathering at Garden, One Utama. Not all of us, but at least got the chance to meet up with a few of them, happy!! The food there normal only, but does have nice environment.

The Food

Oven Baked Cod Fillet

Aglio de Olio Spaghetti

Garden Chicken Chop

Dessert

Ladies

The Couple


Me and my food

The Day out with loved friends.

Checking-in to Red Box, time to show our talents!

Cheese *

And we do sing Hindi Songs, Yaar Mere

END NOW

Lang Tengah Lang Tengah!!! YaY!

Nothing

Okay, so I spent a lot today! What an outing, and what and 'shopaholicking' day! I finally got stuff which I always wanted to get. Had dinner at Bubba Gump, not bad, but expensive. Then finally the two little furry balls got their 'bathroom' and I think they are loving it. ^^ Actually, there are pictures supposed to be uploaded one, but my aching bones fail me. Basically alone at home, so I watch movie to kill boredom.

Watched an old movie, 'The Holiday'

I love the story, that is so motivating me to write novel again, I simply love the story plot and everything. That is quite a story but it is fascinating. Somehow falling for Jude Law, even though I know me and him will never ever work out, but in deep of my heart, I adore him (I know he is probably a playboy, but I am just in love with his appearance, so, hell the rumors!). After watching the movie again, I really think Cameron Diaz and Jude Law should get married. They are just perfect to each other on screen. I always love Cameron Diaz, she is simple but powerfully beautiful, and she reminds me of one of my best friends, a lovely friend of mine, Priscilla.

The story is all about love, when we think everything is over and after being betrayed, and only realized that it is all written to make us meet the true one.

=When you think it's over, it is probably the new start.=


AND

I wanna share another nice movie here, I must share I must share!

Extraordinary Measures (2010)

Touching story that based on true events, I cried for a few times when watching this movie. From the poster you might think is probably some sorta action movie, but no, that is a movie that tells about the love of a father. It is hard to convince me, if the movie is based on novel or just a script bla bla bla, because the father did everything beyond his ability, I should say beyond what normal people could do to cure his kids from rare genetic disease, Pompe. Pompe was an incurable disease, that is so heart-wrenching as parents could do nothing but just to see their children die. However, this is based on a true event, and the father, OMG, did everything just to cure his children, he resigned from a high pay job, and stepped into medical industry which he had no any idea about. How many people could actually make it? In this movie, it mostly focuses on family, I bet it inspires many in dealing with their mind and emotion when there are sick kids at home.

=Love is just a game for some of you, but never for parents=

That is strange that many movies lately focus on the father love instead of mother. Recent ones, Taken (father save daughter from bad guy), 2012 (father rescue family from end of the world), The Lovely Bones (father find out the murderer of her daughter), and also, Edge of Darkness (Father find out the truth behind the death of his daughter). Is that because all the directors are man?

Life, I am blank. I start hating you now.

I just wanna write something here, I don't know why...The devastating news knocked me up, suddenly, everything starts to flash through my mind. Her mother, my mother, my family, the incident, the news, the proposal and myself.

I wish I could give her a hug, I really wanted to hug her, but I stopped myself. I must be strong because my friend is stronger. If I was there being too sentimental won't make her feel better too. How would I react myself, when the day my mom leave me? I know the day will due one day, that is normal. We must accept everything that will happen in life, this is how when life being cruel, it is as cruel until it ruin a home.

There are stacks of word I wanna tell many people, I always know life is short, everyday is a present and we must live for now. But I kept a lot of secrets to myself, my feeling, which I think I should never reveal it.

Life, you bring them off from life. If this is how much you can give, you suck!

I must be strong, because she is being strong. . . . . .and I won't cry......

Why am I always so alone when handling things?

I know...I know some people always think that I am a control freak and perfectionist..

Okay, perfectionist, maybe..but I am not a freaking control freak! How far do you understand me? Have u ever really be in my shoes? I have dream, I own principle, I make possibles. But I never wanted to control people's mind and people's act.

You think I am the only one who is obliged to do all these things? If I don't do a thing, who is gonna give a shit? If I don't speak, people say I am pretending to be good people; I speak , people say I am controlling. Is this everything I deserve to have in life? I speak what I think, do what I think I should do, comment what I think is worth to comment. Other than that, please don't again charge them on me.

Autistic

Oh, I m gonna tag myself as a folk with symptom of autistic. I am always lousy in expressing my feeling. I do not normally tell someone that I loved how much I love them, which I think because I am too much used to live with my seriousness, well, doubt I should say, I used to act to be serious. I dunno why, maybe just because I need to be serious, because that make me look strong so that people I love could lean on me. I get uneasy with very sentimental thing, that is absurd.

Hmm...I dunno why I write this entry, maybe that's boredom. Received a piece of donut from my sister, she had been filial to me lately. Hope she really has grown up, I don't wanna be such a bitch who always lecture her.

End

They are my Roborovski hammies..!

New Member

I wanna introduce the new member of my room here!

*Peeps*

Me + Him *Peeps*


*Dah Dang*, he is the new member of my room!

Failed obtaining the bears for me in the fun fair, so he got me this as replacement. I used to love EEyore more among Pooh family, but this one is cute too. So I can accept both, if he would like to get me the another one will be a great thing YAy! LOL! I named him BeatBox! Don't ask me why I named him so, there's no reason, I just feel like wanna name it BeatBox, no reasons attached. LaLaLa

Me hugging him while studying my notes for the next coming paper.

While, guess he was not happy as I didn't pay attention on him. So he took away my notes. =.=

Okay okay, come we take a nice one together....SNAP*

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Trip, simple but FUN

Some random pictures of trips. Went to Genting Highland twice within 2 months. End of March, after being stressed out for months, he decided to put aside all his works and went Jalan-Jalan with me. Then, mid of April, a family trip to Genting again. Hello, Uncle Lim, time to share your riches. Here me come!

Shin Chans! They just stick with us all the time, follow every foot steps we take. Yay!~

Mmm, ever ready for camera! =)


Kick some asses from Theme Park Arcade.

Then, Starbucks for sure. Green Tea Latte-Ice Blended-Whip creamed-chocolate-powdered for High Tea!


Without a piece of cake for high-T is as like without gambling in Genting. Sound so wrong.


Two is always better than one!


Its me! with my superlicious green tea and cake.


He is always so excited when meet with food. Stir Stir Stir...

Say Cheese

And then, cos we won some money from Uncle Lim, we decided to have a nice dinner, not in Genting, as we couldn't think of any nice food there. Celebrate celebrate, we both love Chili's and yes there we go! Chili's in One Utama!

Appetizer, forgot the name, but I remember the taste. That was nice!

He had grilled-fish and I had grilled lamb shoulder. Both of us were starving that time and we finished having them then realized we forgot to take pictures of the main courses. LOL

AND family trip, to Genting, again!

Met the little talent of Mami Poko diaper. HE is so adorable, OMG!He is a HE.

And found my Mr. Right, HONG GA HONG GA

He was trying to get me one of the hanging bears, as I requested. But failed....

Sisters, Mummy and ah ma! In fairy wheel

My chicken didi can only bear to ride on that flying ship and keep bugging my mom to be his company.



Three beauties from the window frame.Syok ar!LOL


All of us but not ALL of us!

THAT's ALL for TODAY! Chiao!