EAT PRAY LOVE

"I feel bad to see my best friend is not doing well in the other end. I feel bad when I realized that I didn't do anything to make her feel better."

Been so long since my last entry. Now it recalls me, the purpose of blogging for me was to make myself think that I am pathetic. And I realized that, those are redundant feeling that one should have. And now I find myself stuck in this writing traffic and I don't know what to write about realizing that I am feeling better that I don't think myself is pathetic and trap myself in that kind of melancholy anymore. Because I have lost the goal of being a pathetic blogger, so I am stucked. Funny huh?!

I hope that girl I cared about read this, because I am going to write her a grandmama story. I know that she is going to blame me for causing her insomnia in the coming one week and I hope one week is gonna be enough for her to let go of my murmurs.Haha!

EAT PRAY LOVE

This is a book written by Elizabeth Gilbert, is a book where I think it suits you so well because when I looked at you, you brought me back to the scenes from the words.

You are just like her, lost and thought that it was what you should do. You did things just to reach others' expectation. There's actually another you dwelling inside your mind, telling you that you still have your dream to pursue. But in reality, you backed off because of the another you living in the city think that "no, it is life."

And let me tell you the truth, if you don't step out for yourself, you will need to bear the fruits of it even if it tastes bitter, you still have to swallow it. You yourself know it well, you hate your life now. And you knew that you have to face all these things because you chose it. Do you really wish to continue this kind of life and continue blaming yourself and live with regrets after 10 years?

Everyone lives in this world are for different mission and for different purpose. Let me tell you another truth, many people are seeking for the answer about the meaning of life, but they will only figure out when they are about to rapture. We must live on, and live our life fullest because the meaning of life itself is for us to taste, for us to learn how to let go of sadness and the darkness side of us. Life is a very long battle, you can only have the victory after you able to leave every emotion behind and live on. Then you will find out that those negative thoughts and emotions are just something so tiny because more battles are coming, what for you stay in that small tiny part and keep telling on people how hard is your life if you never moved on? Everyone tastes the same thing, because that is the meaning of life.

So give yourself a break, seek for the long-lost joy. Have a cup of non caffeinated coffee, open up the seal and read the book that I will send to you sooner. I believe that you will like it!

*P.S. Still looking forward for your coming!

With Love.

Me ROAR!

I feel myself just like a lion cub which too used to be straying around downtown. nature is still nature for I won't go too far from who I am supposed to be. I am not tame, just not wild enough. I roar too, just not loud enough. What am I really doing now is to survive.

I am still fresh and timid, even a cat will beat me down anytime they want to. Falling is just the beginning of every success. As all the wild kids need to be trained wild from real battles. So I believe that one day, I will be standing on the peak and roar as loud as the world could hear.

I wont bite and I wont avenge. The day I become strong and tough will be the day I return to my kingdom. Returning home is not a dream, but a mission. Struggling hopping and roaring, one day I will be there to be put the throne on. My shield will he called Wisdom and my sword will be named Courage. I believe that God always has His plan on every outstanding ones. Thanks!:-)

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What else is yet to come? Bring it on!

God will open a big door for me, before that, I have to face everything that troubles me. This small town is my training ground. If I couldn't face the small people in this small town, then I am not ready yet to step into the big door.

From what He promised, from His message that motivated me to stay and to face those criticizes and to learn the people. I need their accusations and criticizes, so that I could learn and step forward faster to reach my door. I believe when the day come, I will be an excellent one. He raised me up, and taught me when I was lost and miserable. I felt so much relieved from His words, peacefulness is what I gained from Him when my life is so chaotic. With my utmost gratitude, I want to say, thank You!

What else is yet to come? Bring it on!

Blog with iPhone!!!

I am actually working but due to the 'Ideas Deprived Syndrome' that I'm currently having now, I decided to do something to kill my boredom.

Although I did complain and whine a lot about my phone. But I think that is reckon caused by the bad experience of getting it which make me felt so awkward. Btw I start liking it as iPhone is quite something. Its giving me a lot of fun and experimental attempts. I like this kind of device which I could actually explore a lot of fascinating functions so I won't get bored.

So, I am trying to blog with this phone to see if it works. At first, I couldn't type anything on the content column, after umpteen attempts, I found myself a little stupid as no matter how awesome this device is, it is still a friggin phone!! Grrrgh......! But this failure doesn't stop me. I download an application called 'iBlog', that actually allow me to blog!

and TADDAHHH! here I am blogging with my phone!

However, picture posting for Blogger is not available yet, which is the disappointing part of it. But it will soon release in the future I believe.

In a nutshell, it's cool and easy to blog with this application on iPhone! Thought of posting some pictures but it seems could only be seen on the next entry.

chiaoz!

P.S. I love iPhone!

[Posted with iBlogger from my iPhone]

I am long-winded, and I wanna complain

AND I just realized that today is the last day of Chinese New Year, and I didn't really enjoy this festive this year. Why is it when every time people happily celebrating with a lot of fun and meaningful gatherings and activities but I got knocked by the works and troubles? Seriously 'potong steam' lorh!

Attending a talk on 12th and 13th March at Johor Bahru, held by my Taiwanese friend, is also a tutor of mine titled, 'From Good to Great!' . I hope that talk will really motivate me into a greater one. LOL. Who is interested can always contact me.

The ticket price is RM 300 per person, inclusive of accommodation and meals.

Got myself an iPhone 4, and I thought I would never get this phone, but then I bought it. That is a spell, definitely a spell and it hits me. I waited for 3 months plus, and finally I got it from Mac City, Melaka. Then run here and there, swayed here and there to sign contracts, convert my current maxis plan, take cash from ATM (because my card failed to work for me, damn it!)After 5 hours, I finally got that. That really irritates me, walking under the sun, from mall to malls to get that shit done. And I gotta tolerate with all that, because that is an 'iPhone', no jokes okay!

Had my pre-valentine's day dinner at Movida, is a very nice restaurant with good service and super yummy food, the only bad thing is the environment, smoky like a heaven-wannabe! I love heaven for sure, but not smoky heaven and I believe heaven is clean and wonderful with fresh air!

and YAY, I got an iPhone......

That is the shit thing about it but what to do, its an 'iPhone'!!!