The Psalm and Prayer

Dear Father in Heaven

Father, you know that I called you father because you made me.Though I was born as a sinner, but father, you let your begotten son to die for me, and wash my sins whiter than the snow. I am now a new born, a new creation in Christ. That precious blood is now flowing in my body. Oh Father, how could I find more words to describe your grace, your mercy and your love? Everything from you is just so wonderful and everything is just beyond description.

I know myself, I am living in this world with hope, joy and peace everyday. Because I know that my Father, is a God of hope, a God of Joy and God of peace. I inherit every goodness from you since the day I was adopted and be called as your own. Father, I am such a blessed one, escaped successfully from the hand of demons.But Father, because I also have inherited the compassionate heart from you, I couldn't bear to see people out there to suffer, even those animals which are being abused by the broken hearted ones. This world has become a tormented land the day when human being sinned against you and being taken over by demon. All living things are under oppression, persecutions, vicious curses. All because, oh Father, because of the sinners who that embrace the demonic stronghold from the world, defeated by temptation, surrendered to the world, and gave the victory to demons with their both hands.

Father, you and I, we know it very well, how sicked it is. How poor it is, all of us we are just frail humanity. Abba, my Father, please listen to my will, my plea and my prayer, make me stronger and stronger, I always wanted to be used by you as a vessel, to save the sinners that you love. Father, as I cry out to you, you created this land and this country and this world with your wisdom. Father, you love your creation. Father, you love your descendants, you love my children as how you love me. So oh, Father, you won't let your children to live and suffer. Father, teach us, don't leave us, give us the strength and courage to battle.

Father, you know everything as you created them, you see everything from heaven, you know how wicked human's hearts are. But oh Father, you never forsake us, for Thy love for us endures forever. You did not want to leave the wicked in the winning, for they have hurt your children, and lead your children to sin against you. They can hide, they can run, they can pretend, but they can never escape from the punishment they deserve for Abba, you know everything they have done. All the under-tabled trades, the fouled election, the wicked political interrelation, abusive powers, corrupted governments, legalized prostitution, same sex marriage and so on, Father, you hate all these, you saw everything from heaven. It is not the human, whom you called sheep can easily avoid not to be tempted without the faith and your grace. Demons thought they could conquer human beings by all these things, but Father, your power is even greater than they are, for they are also one of your creation. Father, held your victorious right hand and strike them all and set your children free.

My Abba, whom art in heaven.
My Abba, love all His children.
My Abba, we called the Great El-Shaddai
My Abba, I love Him because He first loved me
My Abba, is a gracious God
My Abba, the Alpha and Omega, which means everything
My Abba, whom His name is exalted far above the earth and Heaven
My Abba, who calls me as His own in His family

Jesus, my Lord, You are worthy of all praises. Your blood is shed to buy our pardons. This love is far beyond any love on earth. I thank you for the price you paid, I thank You for who you are, that made me who am I. I shall celebrate with You and the whole heaven, for because of You, everyone on earth has hope to be saved! Because of you, we already have the victory over the evil ones! Thank you for the light you bring, and we shall not walk in the darkness again.

Abba Father, I thank you for who you are, and thank you for everything I see, I taste, I touch, I smell and I feel. Thank you for Jesus Christ that you sent to die for our sins on cross. Thank you for your Spirit that dwells in us, thank you for the anointing that comes from heaven, thank you for being with us, thank you for the heavenly aroma, thank you for the guardian angels that you sent to protect us. Father, once again I commit my life, my family's lives, my relatives, all of my closed friends and in-laws, my business partners, my properties, my business and even the animals in my house to Thy hands. Father because you know the plans you have for us, I shall not worry about anything, because everything you do Father, are for a good purpose. Father I thank you for the blood of Jesus that covers us in and out, wherever we go and in all things we do. Father I thank you for sanctifying and saturating us with your anointing oil. Thank you for the blessings that you gave, In Jesus gracious name, I thank you and I pray, Amen.

Merry Christmas 2011

"God always see ordinary people that looks average for the mass but perfect in His eyes. I love Him for He sees me a different and excellent one when most of the people in this world never. Where can I find someone like Him, who knows everything about me, even the embarrassed one, sometimes I make mistakes but He forgives and loves me first before I was born to this world." I thank you Jesus, for your sacrifices, for your precious blood that shed on the cross just because you love me. Thank you, my Father in heaven, your love and your sacrifice moved a lot of people in this world. You are my God, I trust you my Lord. Amen!

December.. December, it's a joyous month as December is a month where every people around the world celebrate Christmas in remembrance of our Lord Jesus. Though a lot of people celebrate it just for the sake of fun, but soon they all will know what is it all about! You were born to die for us and to rise from death again.That is the greatest love of all, no other, not about Santa Claus, but You!

Looking forward to all the great things that going to happen in my future days!~Because you were born, I am saved and forgiven!Last but not least, Merry Christmas 2011, world!



Taken 2010, Portuguese Settlement, Melaka.

My Life in My Town

Its almost year end,been such a long and windy year. I fall down, I cried, I found my comfort, and I walked on. I am 23, and now the sealed memories suddenly knock my head with its dusty hand, asking me to look back on those times. I miss those old days, badly. Sad to know that all those people could only be one of my memories. How could I do to break the awkwardness and bring back the chemistry?



Saw rainbow in the town, I always get overwhelmed everytime I see it, it brings good feeling to me. Beautiful creation of God, I see hope from there. Though life is hard, but God will never fail to encourage us with hopes. So excited when I saw it, my friend stopped her car at the busy road side and let me snap some photos of it. Those uncles and aunties must be very mad at me, but why frown when life isn't that hard after all?

Muar is such a lovely place, though sometimes big news does happen, though sometimes got ah beng ah seng and Mat Rempit race their motorbike here, though sometimes those loaded uncles aunties fight against each other violently, though ah long and bukies gather in this place, but I see her cuteness, I still love her as my homeland.

I am so gonna do something for my company since I have just done with those annoying projects.Need an ideal work studio, need a good helper, need to settle down my company and I need to take a break and go travel! There are so many to-dos tapping feet restlessly queuing in my long awaiting list. Oh God, and I sneaked out to blog here!





My Temporary work space.I am loving it.

Lastly, (crap)I dreamt a dream, my housemie get married at her 26, that was a clear scene and I could still remember vividly the groom's face. Got up in the morning with smile on face, if this thing is going to happen after 3 years, I should then squeeze my brain juice and think back all those prophetic dreams I dreamt before, probably save some lives..=)

EAT PRAY LOVE

"I feel bad to see my best friend is not doing well in the other end. I feel bad when I realized that I didn't do anything to make her feel better."

Been so long since my last entry. Now it recalls me, the purpose of blogging for me was to make myself think that I am pathetic. And I realized that, those are redundant feeling that one should have. And now I find myself stuck in this writing traffic and I don't know what to write about realizing that I am feeling better that I don't think myself is pathetic and trap myself in that kind of melancholy anymore. Because I have lost the goal of being a pathetic blogger, so I am stucked. Funny huh?!

I hope that girl I cared about read this, because I am going to write her a grandmama story. I know that she is going to blame me for causing her insomnia in the coming one week and I hope one week is gonna be enough for her to let go of my murmurs.Haha!

EAT PRAY LOVE

This is a book written by Elizabeth Gilbert, is a book where I think it suits you so well because when I looked at you, you brought me back to the scenes from the words.

You are just like her, lost and thought that it was what you should do. You did things just to reach others' expectation. There's actually another you dwelling inside your mind, telling you that you still have your dream to pursue. But in reality, you backed off because of the another you living in the city think that "no, it is life."

And let me tell you the truth, if you don't step out for yourself, you will need to bear the fruits of it even if it tastes bitter, you still have to swallow it. You yourself know it well, you hate your life now. And you knew that you have to face all these things because you chose it. Do you really wish to continue this kind of life and continue blaming yourself and live with regrets after 10 years?

Everyone lives in this world are for different mission and for different purpose. Let me tell you another truth, many people are seeking for the answer about the meaning of life, but they will only figure out when they are about to rapture. We must live on, and live our life fullest because the meaning of life itself is for us to taste, for us to learn how to let go of sadness and the darkness side of us. Life is a very long battle, you can only have the victory after you able to leave every emotion behind and live on. Then you will find out that those negative thoughts and emotions are just something so tiny because more battles are coming, what for you stay in that small tiny part and keep telling on people how hard is your life if you never moved on? Everyone tastes the same thing, because that is the meaning of life.

So give yourself a break, seek for the long-lost joy. Have a cup of non caffeinated coffee, open up the seal and read the book that I will send to you sooner. I believe that you will like it!

*P.S. Still looking forward for your coming!

With Love.

Me ROAR!

I feel myself just like a lion cub which too used to be straying around downtown. nature is still nature for I won't go too far from who I am supposed to be. I am not tame, just not wild enough. I roar too, just not loud enough. What am I really doing now is to survive.

I am still fresh and timid, even a cat will beat me down anytime they want to. Falling is just the beginning of every success. As all the wild kids need to be trained wild from real battles. So I believe that one day, I will be standing on the peak and roar as loud as the world could hear.

I wont bite and I wont avenge. The day I become strong and tough will be the day I return to my kingdom. Returning home is not a dream, but a mission. Struggling hopping and roaring, one day I will be there to be put the throne on. My shield will he called Wisdom and my sword will be named Courage. I believe that God always has His plan on every outstanding ones. Thanks!:-)

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